What happens when you have been in a holy struggle for almost 5 years, now?
What happens when you are so tired and you just want to give up?
What happens when you just wish it would stop and you could breathe without so much anxiety?
What happens when you know the Truth, and it has set you free, but you your heart is still breaking?
What happens when you only hear HIM, well, not often enough.
What happens when you are desperate and lonely in struggle?
I guess you continue to trust. And cling. And cry.
And take the next step. Even if you can only do 1 step today.
5 comments:
It's hard. No doubt about it. My last Holy Struggle lasted 5 years too. The final result was just want I needed, even though I had no idea.
Sometimes God says yes. Sometimes He says not now. Sometimes He says NO! but we don't listen. So He has to say it over and over again.
Praying.
what ... not want
sounds like a battle I have been in....I see that we both LOVE football
I don't know what you're going through, but I know I've been there and still am. I will be praying for you my sweet sister.
Love & hugs from me to you.
Your singing my song seista...and I'm caged in and can't talk about it to anyone...............................................................................................................................................................yet.............................................*sigh*
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